boy, i miss you so...
12am, yet you diden appear.
i am sorry i couldnt rush down in time on friday.
i said 12am, yet u chose to go power house.
am i standing even 1% in ur heart.
this 3 days i totured myself.
i pretend to be the happiest girl.
but i am dying inside.
i tried to forgt all bout u.
i tried to carry on with life.
i tried to show i dont need you.
i failed.
i gave u one chance.
i sacrificed my 18months of life for u.
yet u gv me up just for power house.
it was the end of life.
was out of mind.
i cry till i vomit.
i scream till i fall.
i cant pull myself through this.
i was saved.
i told you i will make u regrette for life, I MEAN IT.
i am nothing to you.
6 i went back.
i told myself i am all alone.
to take my house key.
i will nv ever gv in.
i left.
u pulled me back.
but you dont even show a glimpse of sorry, a glimpse of guilty.
in fact i felt nothin to you.
i am hurt.
sooo hurt that i diden noe wad to do.
i cannot let u go.
but i am sure time wont heal the pain in my heart.
i want to see ur sincerity.
i want to see how much u nid me.
i want to see that u still love me.
but it wasnt.
u hug me u kiss me.
but i felt the emptiness.
i need you.
i want you.
but i am still lost still confuse.
still dying.
someone help me.
i feel worst seein you.
i feel worst when u are around.
i dunno to hate u or love u.
cus that little sense of sorry wasnt tramitted to me.
i doubt ur love for me.
if u want me back.
show it to me pls...
or maybe my heart will just keep dying.
till the day i dont know who u are.
pls pull me back
pls dont let me go.
pls tell me i worth more than a club.
if not dont come back.
boy, i m still waiting for that last hope.
