the roses
7/08/2007 09:49:00 pm
so tired!!!!
just finish practisin piano,
mum was like this song that song non stop!=(
hahahhs i went church today! yayyy!
ok fine in heels agn.
oh man, my shoulder hurts!! its gettin worst.
my "whole body" cramps is still there lor.=(
walaos saw a bitch today,
sooo *-ing fat and ugly,
there flirtin with brandon they all.=.=
she think she what soo big ar? try borrowin shirts from the boys so gain attention.
walaos you so hopeless la.
then there whining away like a pest.
just that you dont know the guys complain so much about you lor.
BITCH! hope you know who i am toking about.
hahahahhs. i sooo mean,
forgt it~
god,
help me help me
help me help me help me!!!
HAHAHAHHS.
pastor jeff sooo damn funny la!
i learnt some veryveryvery interestin and touching meangin of life in chi and eng tuition.
so qiao both tokin bout family breakdown. =.=
both passages are very meaningful lor.
esp the chi one, when laoshi ask me to oral it out i waslike tearing,
hahahs.
i should qoute it down here tmr! cus now, I AM SLEEPY~
hahahhs nights dears.
-OUCH! stop hurting me.-
the roses
7/07/2007 10:09:00 pm
I CANT MOVE.
ACHESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!
whole body is like OUCH OUCH OUCH! i cant move.
so pain!!!!!
ARGH!
whole body as in WHOLEBODY!SERIOUSLY!
nono wait err not literally that whole damn body.
forgt it! i think you get it.
TODAY SUX! FUCK THE DAMN DAY OK!
there is like theft caseS in class.
clare mar and dunno who lost alot money.
i didnt care la.
THEN I WENT WISMA,
MANGO 70% SALE!
I OPEN MY WALLET.
ITS EMPTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALLLLLLL AS IN ALLLLLLL! MY MONEY IS MISSING!
omg.
i was like soo fucked up ok!
wth la. i immediatedly called yale!
oh man, i am gonna KILL the damn thief!
you better hide well, b4 i F THE HELL OUT OF YOU!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
spoil my whole mood ok!
i thought wow, everything is back to normal life.
so not stessful.
ARGHH!
WOWWWWW!wad a beautiful life.
-life's screwed-
the roses
7/06/2007 10:18:00 pm
gosh. sec 4s stepped down today!
i am like =(((((((! i dont know.
i will definitely DEFINITELY miss you angels!
must still come and visit us ok!
and must must must miss me too! haha.
all the best for ur o's! good luck!!=))
the cake is so nice.
stupid jul dun wan feed me! make my hands so dirty! I STILL RMB OK!
rahh!
i was soooo excited for today la but it turn out soooo tiring.
and laoshi taught soooo many new stuffs!
and the DAMN 2.4 TODAY KILLED ME!
DARN IT.
mummy called me a good girl! =DDDD
cus i helped her fold clothes!
yay!!
oh man, forgt it. sound sooo childish.
crap! i still owe soo many people letters.
now wad.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
tmr got school again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
f-ing school.
i have no idea why i hate school so damn much now.
BUT today i got soo relaxed! =D
as in like all the stress is like flown away or somethin?
its gone thats y i was like soo crazy in dance! hahahahhs=))
WOAHH! yay.
shit. i forgot to do homework.
forgt it. i want to sleep ler.
i think the loads of work and pressure was real lot on the 1st week.
today, ITS GONE! YAY!!! =)
but i still got the homework.
AIYA DARN IT!
i choose trip sci ss/lit for 1st choice!
trip sci ss/geog 2nd...
OH MAN. HELP ME.
i think i aiming damn high now.
but i still want to gv it a shot.=D
hahahhs!
oh!! nx week onwards we are like dancin bollywood AGN!?
CRAP LA!!!!!!!
-where you?-
the roses
7/05/2007 10:06:00 pm
1st week of school ended.
it was the worst week throughout my cedar life.
hahahhs.
it ended. i hope all those crap ended too.
today 1st day of 2nd week i hope it is good?
slacked throughout the whole day.
so tired! was like dozing off in lesson.
but change place alr! and i am right in the center front!
rahh! but i finally got the fan =D
so sickening i still owe homeworks but lazy =X
still in the midst of sorting out skirts.
dance cip at amk mrt 820 report 14july.
yay just one more day dance will resume! =)))
finally passed my letter to xinyun.
DAMN IT. wad bout the sec 3 and4
crap! argh! sorry nevy and zhiyun! dun smack me k!=XX
rahhhhhhhhhhh.
i shall go watch tv now.
waitin for jul for 100000 mins sux. haha!=D
toilet queen.hahahahhs!
tmr got tuition damn sian.
TMR GOT SCHOOL! DARN IT!!!!!!!!!!
-tired-
the roses
7/03/2007 08:51:00 pm
eeks! the previous post is bloggin bout ytd not today.
its like blogged at 230am. haha!
today i went bugis!=D
ALOT OF THINGS HAPPENED. I AM SERIOUS.
MY LEG HURTS! SHOULDER TOO!
ouch.
but i bought 3 tops and somethin else!
hahaha! yay!
bankrupt agn..=.=
I SWEAR I WILL NEVER WEAR HEELS OUT SHOPPIN AGN!
so pain la. got blister somemore
rah!!
wondering why i can go out right?
haha cus i quarreled with my mum agn!
she made me promise her alot of things la! wth.
made my life more miserable.
one of it is: PRACTISE PIANO EVERYDAY ONCE YOU WAKE UP OR COME BACK FROM SCHOOL OR ELSE GROUNDED TILL NEXT YEAR.WTF...
ARGH!
she say she see my year end results then decide to let me out not.
its ike 2months later!!!grrrrrrrrrrrr...
forgt it.
i am so stupid i thought i take to little india walk to bugis nearer cus purple line.
i suffered in my heals.
omg! we got stalked by 4 man ok!
ok at 1st right is 3 man sellin durian i walk past them then they stop me and they were like pullin me and sayin stupid things la!
wad be my girlfriend ok? gv me your number can.
WADEVA i shook my hands off them and banged past them.
rezi freaked out
HAHAHAHHHS she was like HUH!!?!?!
lucky i am brave.=DD
rezi was like shakin away la.
i was stoped by them for bout 10 mins ok.
damn it.
i was so pissed that i just pushed them away cus they were like blockin my way!
walaos! rmb... i learn taekwondo ok!somemore junior black la!
HMPF!
then we were walkin and rezi wanted to buy a tube then i was choosin then this malay guy came out of the stall and tok dunno wad language then rezi was like huh?
so she decided not to buy.
den she walk away and she said loudly YUKY HE IS TAKIN PHOTO OF US RUN!
and i was quite blur cus that f-ing guy is blockin me.
when rezi walked away the guy pulled my hand ok! he was like tok dunno wad.
and i just walked away saying NNONOONONO!
then the guy ran after rezi and i freaked out.
i immediately run and find her. but i lost her la!
then she appear from behind tearing...
she was like the guy is followin now wad now wad.
then i pulled her walkin past the whole bugis street to like let him gt lost
but he walk super fast la! then we tot he stopped so we stop and shop for t-shirts.
when we turn behind! he is using his hp takin photo of us ok!
HE WAS LAUGHIN AWAY!
i got so F_ING fed up!
i was like BASTARD! and pulled rezi away.
cant he let us shop in peace!!!!
so we were playin maze agn.
so i decided to hide in the shop. haha.
the shop owner is so nice too.=))
so he couldnt come in.
and he kept patrollin around.
but i was takin my own sweet time choosin the clothes and bought 2! =D
then after HOURS we walked out he is no where to be seen.
PHEW.
so rezi was soooooo scared that she pulled me back to bugis junction.
argh! sooo irritatin!
i haven shop enough ok.
and my leg hurt mainly cus of him!
CURSE HIM TO DEATH LA!
so unlucky man today! why is my week so bad! RAHH!
and we got cheated!
rezi wanted to buy a small perfume cusomised for her seniors,
we thought its like so cheap cus the comtainer is sooo cute is those kind of antique.
so we took 3 and choose the perfume.
we thought the containers are $2 and the perfume $2.90.
BUT NO! is 1ml of perfume $2.90!!!
one small contains 9 ml ok!
WALAOS rezi cried la!
lucky she fill 1 only!
and i paid 20.90 for nthn!
wth!
stupid aunty slap her ass la!
gst increased kfc prices oso increased!
wth!!!
i eat one meal so pathetic that me and rezi decided to share a large coke and cheese fries cus we were broke.
walaos stupid gst!!!
my dad was like money go out more come in lesser la!
shit.
and he suppose to increase my allowance he decreased it.
ARGH!
soooo many things happened today!
i cant believe it.
still got more but i am soo tired. tmr got school somemore SHIT LA!
=((
tmr got dance meeting.=D
-love you-
the roses
7/02/2007 10:40:00 pm
guess where i went?
HAHAHAHAHHS!=DD
my day is quite bad but it ended nicely atleast.=)
i went cine KBOX!!=DD
and got snow ball! damn nice.
and i missed it soo much althought the last time was like errr,
2weeks? 1week b4?
hahahahahhs.
my head is soo unbalanced now. @.@
haha.
IMISSDANCE!!!!=(
the roses
7/02/2007 01:18:00 am
HAPPY YOUTH DAY!
maybe i can go out tmr.
maybe not... .....
i want to watch movie!
i got alot of things to buy! haha!=DD
shopping shopping...
rahh. i am still grounded.
[[ dont read ]]
just being random.
mummy daddy,
prob i am not the kind of girl you all wanted. sorry.
i am not perfect for everyone.
maybe you all are insensitive,
but you gv birth to a very sensitive girl.
for the past 14yrs, you never minded your words to me.
maybe you diden realise how hurting it is.
maybe you mean it.
i try my best to be a good girl,
but you all dun seem to appreciate at all
and even asked for more.
saying i am a accident child and she wanted my bro.
instead of my bro a accidental child and she wanted me.
infront of me and her friends.
saying i am useless dun wanna care bout me and all sort of words to hurt me.
maybe you think i diden take it to heart.
but even the words is said 10yr before.
its still kept in my heart.
i dun wanna be the child whom you choose to abandaon.
i dun wan to be the child you hate.
your words are sooo hurtful.
why cant u understand me more!
why cant u show your love to me!
i noe you love me! but i cnt see it at all!
i said this becus i dun like it!
and i cant take it anymore.
BUT!
I KNOW I SHOULD BE CONTENTED.
I KNOW AT LEAST I HAVE A FAMILY.
I KNOW SOMETIME I FEEL FAMIL WARMTH.
AND I LOVE MY FAMILY.
I AM HAPPY.
just that i cant stand the times when you make my heart shatter.
AND I THINK POSITIVELY.=))
the roses
7/01/2007 12:27:00 pm