the roses
6/29/2007 09:38:00 pm
i was just wondering,
who will be there for me when i am down.
or who will be there when i am up. UP? sounds wrong. *happy =))
haha. who will bother to hear me cry.
pherhaps nobody.
i dunno.
you promised me when i needed u,
you will be right infront of me as a punching bag.
however,
today you are no where to be found.=))
WHY?
quarreling, fighting, screaming, hiding,
getting so damn FUCKING stressed up,
then ended up crying.
is it worth it?
i dunno.
nothin makes me smile today.
nothin makes me happy.
instead, everything makes me upset.
including you.
is today the day i suppose to die or somethin?
why do everythin turn out so bad these few days,
i guess these days are going to continue.
and all i need is you.
all that family, friends, school diden work out well today,
pherhaps i need some quiet moments.
or pherhaps you should understand me more.
i hope tmr will be BETTER.
AND I AM STRONG! =))
-shut up-
geranium cheerleaders: plsplsplspls bring your skirts and housetees! and pass it to me i need to sort them out.
garde: sry! can wait for few more days? stop asking for it becus i am also trying to get them.
i am grounded.
i cant go for barker fair tmr.
AARRRRRRRRRRGGHHH!
i forgt to pass the letter to xinyun!
sry!!!
reminder: bring sci mid yr paper b4 mrs tan roar at me agn!!!!
write nevy and zhiyun letters
sort out cheer skirts and shirts
tmr got chalet. going out with jul?
dance meeting on tues.
dance resume on thurs=DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
pass letter to xinyun.
AIYA I FORGT WHAT I GT TO DO!
got to take out contacts now.
-dun worry, still surviving-
the roses
6/29/2007 09:11:00 pm
ytd wad mugging agn.
i decided to.
went cp library with rezi,
then i saw something super disgusting and disturbing.
the malay teenage couple were sitting directly in fornt of me.
then they thought i blind or somethin.
the guy started sticking his hand into the girls shirt and start molesting her boobs!
omg.
he did it for like more than 2 hr keep switching positions.
and it was so damn obvious as he is like moving so violently
and the girl was like smiling away.
YUCKS. ITS THE PUBLIC...
then after tht they quarreled. hahahs.
rezi was so freaked out that both of us hardly studied.
so, I PROBABLY FAIL ALL MY TESTS.
HAHAHAHAHAHHS.not funny.
i recieved my as letter ler! yay! and i was replying it.
haha. =DD
I LOST MY DAMN ATM CARD LA!thx to my dad acting like a baby playing in cp.
thinkin i will ply with him! and i dropped the card when i slapped him.
then came home he started laughin at me! HMPF.
but i broke his hp. =PPP
hahahahahahahahahahahahhhs
he slaped me and i slaped him.
i think it hurts. too bad...
tmr last test! cant wait la.
reminder: next tues dance meeting.
next thurs dance resume. YAY!!!!!!!!!
my rose is still survivin! its so beautiful =D
went vivo to shop with serena today! haha. i shall not tok bout it b4 i goes crazy and start spending a bomb.
serena: ITS DAMN NICE. hahahs. i think u get it.
jul: lets go shopping! you better ask me out to bball i tell u! smack u ar!
i hate bloggin bout stuffs that disrupted my life, that hurts me.
its so pain to remember them, seeing them everyday.
but i need someone who can share my sorrows with
CUS I NEED TO SPILL IT OUT B4 I GO CRAZY!.
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont know why it happens, i dont know what happen to YOU.
YOU refuse to say. what can i do.
i diden knew that it ended so fast!
it hurts, IT SERIOUSLY HURTS.
-broken promises; never ends-
the roses
6/28/2007 08:52:00 pm
i dun mug, i fail.
i mug like siao, i fail.
conclusion: so i shall not mug and fail!
so sickening ok!
i studied like until like err like never see me study like that b4.
and i still flunked both tests today!
ARGH
SO F-ING DISSAPOINTIN!
next hist. sci.
so must i mug hurh?????
grrrr.
i am going to slck today,
cus i only slept like 4 hours for two days. DEAD MEAT.
dance AS out! =DD
i shall wait for my letter!
and seniors should wait for my letters after my tests yeah?
now still busy =XX
STUPID STOMACH CRAMPS.
recieved rose on the first day of school feels so damn good! haha!=)
- missed dance -
the roses
6/26/2007 09:04:00 pm
TODAY SUX.
SCHOOL SUX.
EVERYTHING SUX.
including me-
i wasted my whole day out for piano and tuition.
i came home at 10.
i spent dinner at sakae 2hrs in popular.
cus gt 20%.
i bought 7 markers, 4 new pens, 2books, apenknife, a scissor, err binder.
aiya alot i spent 96$ haha.
but i came home i decided to pack my bag
BUT I REALISE I NEED TO BRING ALOT OF THINGS. MY BAG WILL BURST.
HOLDING 7 BOOKS ON HAnD! WTH!
and i did not study yet until now!!!!
SO DAMN STRESSED UP NOW.
tests is like in how many hours time.
no mood, i meant NO MOOD.
BYE!
baby, its time to wake up. any later, dun regrette.
-crying doesnt help-
reminder: tmr dance meeting at sec 3 bench after school.
the roses
6/24/2007 11:35:00 pm
went shopping spree! =DD
suppose to meet at 10 but i woke up at 1040!!!
haha =P rezi killed me lar. haha
then we say meet at 1130 at pp then i rushed like crazy. haha
but i reached there at 1150 =X
BUT REZI WAS LATER.
so its fair.
went orchard wisma then taka then far east then heeren then cine and guess wad.
MANGO ALL STOCKS 50% OFF.
we went crazy.
i bought the shirt and tube i longed for at the wisma branch.
rezi wanted the $75 shirt has no size n my long sleeve has no size.
so we decided to go to the brach opp far east.
theres worst.
but i found another nice shirt and a jacket.
so i bought it but i returned the shirt cus i realised i m totally broke.
i spent a bomb.
and was walking in heels.
i am not going to wear heels out shopping anymore! learnt my lesson~
the jacket is sooo nice =D its like 60 bucks. haha
my mum saw me and she wnt crazy cus she tought i went for the guides carnival.=X
i gt a huge scolding session agn.
i did not study.
and i forgot to by protein tablet for my contacts! =((
tmr gt piano and tuition. =(((((
oh! there was this guy walked to us and did a survey then he asked: how old are you all?
after the survey and we were like : 14???
then he was like: OH NO! I THOUGHT YOU ALL ARE 21!i am so sorry.
WHAT THE HELL!? i almost punched him in the face la! grrrr.
forget it.
stupid jul in waynee concert now. never ask me go! stupid cat.
and yy enjoyin in dont know what island and i need THE NOTES! haha.
rezi watching surfs up.
oh i watched it! its damn nice an funny =D
i am still addicted to apple high chew =))
lena, dun call me mummy here it sound sooo old!
the roses
6/23/2007 10:03:00 pm
haha new blog. new starting of life.
i spent few hours on it thx to the XML error code thing.
yy spent HOURS on it too! but still i m the best =XX
haha. although i can sleep damn late wake up damn late in the hols, BUT I AM GOING CRAZY OVER THE TESTS AND HOMEWORK.
trust me i went crazy.
i am going to fail all tests seriously it SUCKS la!
i study study study and nothing went in so, i am dead~
maths: my algebra is the worst
science: cant memorise it.
lit: oh i did nthn.
eng: i did nthn too! oh no.
chi: done.
hist: nthn done.
geog: THIS IS THE WORST SUBJ EVER. 9 chapts and i hate geog.
dont ask me about homework.
* eating durian! * yummy! ate steamboat too! yummy yummy =D
CHEESECAKE TOO! YUMYUMMY! hahah.
reminder: gaining weight too.
i gained 2kg this weeks okay! ARGH.
and i am going out tmr grrr.
=(( today sentosa is canceled.
my mum went for company function and she bought my favourite skirt BUT HER SIZE.
i tried, it droped =.=!!!
she is so mean.
on the phone, i shall go do my work.
-i miss dance.
the roses
6/22/2007 12:09:00 pm
